Big Sister’s Clothes

On June 11, 2009 By

Of all things to think about today as I was drifting off in my afternoon nap.

It was that I’m a very lucky girl.

For the past 8 years or so, I’ve had the Boy looking after me and spoiling me whenever I get cranky.

But then, flashback… My Big Sis was looking [...]

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Brown Eyes

On May 22, 2009 By

Reminiscing about your Brown Eyes… with Lady GaGa crooning in the background. Really.

Why did you have to tell me?

Why could you not just leave it be?

Why dig it all up and stir it all up?

I want to be looking into the depths of your eyes again. I want to [...]

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Bad Day

On May 18, 2009 By

Bad day, by Fuel, not Daniel Powter.

I had a bad night. A night fuelled with self pitying and abject misery. My only voice of reason (when did it get that way) gone and I allowed myself to listen to the vicious thoughts and memories in my head.

I thought I’d feel [...]

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Screaming Infidelities

On March 17, 2009 By

Am I the only one to feel this way. Will I ever have peace from this feeling? From what I’ve done.. what we’ve done.

The night air is hot against my skin. Hot breath mingles and the windows mist up.

The night time rendezvous… the afternoon quick fixes…

What happened to us? I’ve [...]

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Where’d you go

On March 16, 2009 By


“Where’d you go,
I miss you so,
It seems like it’s been forever,
That you’ve been gone”

9 long years. Somehow it seems that time passed by in a blink of an eye.

1st of February. I always remember your birthday, ‘cos it’s a public holiday. Every public holiday that comes by, I [...]

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Hot Fudge

On March 11, 2009 By

The sweet aroma of local grounded Malaysian coffee assails the senses… Screaming into my scent cells… “WAKE UP WAKE UP!!!”

Sometimes, you wake up feeling all positive and that everything you do will make sense or at least make sense at some point, to someone, at some place. And that someone at some [...]

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Pork & Beans

On March 4, 2009 By

Not a care in the world. Just us sitting down and talking about our lives and the week that went by.

One new addition to our weekly meeting. Happy faces. Different backgrounds, united with a common situation and my love for chocolate.

One with a new start, one with new options, one with [...]

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Yahh!

On March 2, 2009 By

Gossip… girlie talk. I can’t believe I miss that. It’s nice to have friends around yourself. Take away the worries, stress and pain from life.

Good to see you too. Good to offload my feelings on what’s been happening lately. Thank you for listening.

The many aisles in the Asian Grocery provide such [...]

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Mummy, what shall I be when I grow up?

Should I be a painter?
But I cannot afford the canvas,
Should I be a writer?
But I have no creative flair,
Should I be an actor?
But I tend to overdramatize,
Should I be a singer?
But I tend to whine,
Should I [...]

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Bubbly

On February 24, 2009 By

After such a pleasant weekend, I’m still feeling the after effects… My toes are all tingly, my heart flutters, and it’s seriously such a bubbly feeling!

When will I get the chance again? So happy and in love again, it makes me sick… and yet.. I’m loving every minute of it.

Only good [...]

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